Pain Free From CFIDS For A Little While

When I woke up this morning I do what I always do’ I talk to God.

This usually goes on for 15-20 minutes.

As I am talking to God about my day I stretch

and do my pt for my shoulder and for a brief 4-5 minutes I was pain free.

I was so relaxed I almost went back to sleep.

But that didn’t last.

I hate not being able to do what I want.

Can’t sleep because of the pain.

Cooking , cleaning, working, all just come to a stop.

If it is not the pain, it is the brain fog.

At least I am not crying all day.

I still can’t really see past a few hours.

The future is really non-existing.

I am just glad I am not crying.

Still Here

Donel Rourke


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