When I woke up this morning I do what I always do’ I talk to God.
This usually goes on for 15-20 minutes.
As I am talking to God about my day I stretch
and do my pt for my shoulder and for a brief 4-5 minutes I was pain free.
I was so relaxed I almost went back to sleep.
But that didn’t last.
I hate not being able to do what I want.
Can’t sleep because of the pain.
Cooking , cleaning, working, all just come to a stop.
If it is not the pain, it is the brain fog.
At least I am not crying all day.
I still can’t really see past a few hours.
The future is really non-existing.
I am just glad I am not crying.
Still Here
Donel Rourke
3/29/2014
